I PASSED MY PSYCH EVALUATION!!

I WANT TO START OFF BY SAYING THAT I MADE SOME HUGE MISTAKES  ABOUT WHAT I SAID IN THE PREVIOUS POSTS ABOUT GOD GIVING ME THE GIFT OF CLAIRVOYANCE. I WAS COMPLETELY WRONG AND IT TOOK MY FAMILY TO TAKE ME TO A HOSPITAL FOR A PSYCH EVALUATION FOR ME TO FIGURE IT OUT. THANK YOU JESUS, IN JESUS'S NAME AMEN.

I TOLD MIKE THAT I WOULD GO TO THE HOSPITAL FOR HIM, TO GIVE HIM COMFORT IN THE FACT THAT I''M NOT CRAZY, THAT THIS IS THE LORD. AND I SAID, "IF YOU SEE THAT I'M NOT CRAZY WILL YOU BELIEVE THAT THIS IS GOD?" AND YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID? "MAYBE" HOW DO YOU SAY MAYBE TO SOMETHING LIKE THAT? BUT NONE THE OTHER HE DID SAY IT. 

SO MY SOCIAL WORKER AT THE HOSPITAL THAT WAS ASSIGNED TO GIVE ME MY EVALUATION HAPPENED TO BE AN ORDAINED MINISTER, THANK YOU LORD! AND SHE HELPED ME FIGURE OUT WHAT IS GOING ON. JERRI EXPLAINED ABOUT THE LIGHT AND MY GIFTS AND TOLD ME TO GET IN THE WORD AND WATCH THE FRUITS OF MY LABOR. IF THE FRUITS OF THE LABOR END WITH DESPAIR THEN IT WAS NOT OF GOD. JERRI SAID THAT I'M A CHILD RIGHT NOW IN MY FAITH WALK AND I NEED TO GET INTO THE "MEAT" OF THE WORD, GOD, FAITH. I NEED TO CALM MY MIND BECAUSE RIGHT NOW IT'S LIKE I'M INTOXICATED ON THE HOLY SPIRIT. BUT IF YOU DON'T CONTROL IT THAT WILL GO OUT. IT IS MY GOAL TO LEARN HOW NOT TO LEARN TO LET THAT HEAT/FLAME BURN OUT. AND MAYBE JUST MAYBE I CAN HELP MY FAMILY OR OTHERS. 

WHEN I SPOKE ABOUT THAT LIGHT IN MY EARLIER POSTS, THAT WAS THE HOLY SPIRIT. I WAS SAVED ON SEPTEMBER 9, 1992 BUT A WEEK AGO I WAS FILLED WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT. AND BOTH ARE WONDERFUL BUT THE HOLY SPIRIT WILL GIVE YOU YOUR GIFTS AND THEN IT IS UP TO YOU TO GET INTO THE WORD AND LEARN HOW TO USE IT. THE MORE YOU USE YOUR GIFT THE MORE GOD WILL TALK TO YOU. THE MORE YOU WILL BE ENTRUSTED WITH MORE GIFTS. HOW WONDERFUL IS THAT?!? AND TO KNOW THAT IF I JUST ASK GOD TO HELP ME WITH MY WORDS AND THOUGHTS WHEN I GET CAUGHT UP IN A DEBATE AND HE DOES IS SO CALMING.

I'M NOT CLAIRVOYANT, I WAS GIVEN THE GIFT OF PROPHECY. BUT I REALLY WANTED TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO SPIRITS, SO I TOOK IT UPON MYSELF TO GIVE MYSELF THAT GIFT. LIFE DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT. IF YOU TAKE IT UPON YOURSELF TO MAKE UP SPIRITUAL GIFTS YOU ARE GOING TO FAIL. BE STILL AND LET GOD. I KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS NOW. I CAN READ THE BIBLE AND UNDERSTAND IT. I ASKED GOD WHAT BOOK I SHOULD BE IN AND HE SAID HEBREWS. I'VE NEVER READ HEBREWS BEFORE, BUT IT'S ABOUT PROPHECY AND HOW IMPORTANT IT IS FOR SOULS TO BE WON OVER FOR GOD. SALVATION IS MORE IMPORTANT NOW THAN EVER BEFORE, WE'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME.

I THINK THAT IS ONE OF MY MISSIONS, WITH THE GUIDANCE OF GOD I WILL TURN PEOPLE OVER TO GOD AND GET THEM TO HEAVEN. I LOVE YOU LORD, IN JESUS'S NAME AMEN.