TO GET TO ME YOU MUST GO THROUGH HIM

I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU SOME WARNINGS AND DISCLOSURES BEFORE YOU START TO READ MY BLOG. FIRST OF ALL; 1. I WRITE LIKE I TALK , SO KEEP UP 2. I WILL HAVE TYPOS, NOT SURE HOW BAD BUT I'M SURE YOU CAN DEAL WITH FIGURING IT OUT AND NOT POP A BLOOD VESSEL. 3. I MIGHT REPEAT MYSELF, IT JUST MEANS IT WAS IMPORTANT OR I FORGOT I ALREADY TOLD YOU. 4. YOU MAY COMMENT ON THIS BUT IT MUST BE BUT IN A KIND WAY. I DON'T CARE IF YOU WRITE THE MEANEST THING TO ME, BUT IT MUST BE PRESENTED IN A KIND WAY. AND FINALLY 5. I WILL BE CHANGING NAMES, THIS IS ALL FICTIONAL (MAYBE/MAYBE NOT) NO IT IS. PLEASE BE POLITE TO ME, IF NOT FOR ME, DO IT FOR YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU DO TEND TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF WHEN THERE IS A PROBLEM WITH SOMETHING AND IT WAS SOLVED IN A NICE WAY. IT FEELS SO GOOD. I WON'T EDIT THIS, I BELIEVE in THE SUB-CONSCIOUS. THE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS COME OUT IN "TYPOS".

I HAVE A WONDERFUL THERAPIST NAMED GARY AND SINCE I STARTED SEEING HIM MY LIFE HAS COMPLETELY CHANGED. WE FIGURED OUT THAT I HAVE A WOUNDED LITTLE 16 YEAR OLD IN ME. I KNEW SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED TO ME BUT I BLAMED IT ON THE WRONG PERSON. WELL, FINALLY MY SUB-CONSCIOUS HAS PUT THE MEMORY TO THE FOREFRONT OF MY MIND. IT IS ONE OF THE MOST VIOLENT AND DISTURBING CRIMINAL ACTS THAT THERE COULD BE. TOGETHER YOU CAN I WILL BE DOCUMENTING MY JOURNEY OF SELF RECONCILIATION. I HAD TO COME TOGETHER, I'M LIVING TWO WORLDS IN MY HEAD AND DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT. MY GUESS ON HOW IT ALL STARTED WAS ONE DAY I WAS LAYING IN MY BED AND I WAS IN THAT HALF AWAKE AND HALF ASLEEP STATE AND I WAS TALKING TO THESE GRAY SPIRITS.

I STOPPED THEM AND SAID THAT THE ONLY WAY THEY CAN TALK TO ME IS THROUGH MY LORD JESUS CHRIST. AND A LARGE WHITE WARM LIGHT CAME ONE ME ON MY UPPER RIGHT SIDE. IT WAS SUCH A WARM AND LOVING LIGHT. I HUGGED THE LIGHT. AND I WAS SO HAPPY. SOMETHING ALWAYS BRINGS ME BACK TO GOD. NOW I'M TALKING TO SPIRITS, BUT I'M NOT SURE IF I AM OR I'M CRAZY. LIKE GOD GAVE ME THE GIFT OF CLAIRVOYANCE. AND GREG SAID THAT HE HAS HEARD THAT THE LORD DOES GIVE US THE GIFTS LIKE THAT. THAT WAS THE MOMENT I BELIEVE I WAS TRULY SAVED AND WAS A CHILD OF GOD

IT'S NOT A BAD THING TO SPEAK WITH THE SPIRIT SIDE, BUT BEFORE YOU DO TALK TO THEM YOU MUST TELL THEM THEY HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE LORD TO GET TO YOU, IN THE NAME OF JESUS, AMEN.  THAT IS ALSO A WAY TO MAKE SURE THE EVIL ONES KNOW NOT TO MESS WITH YOU. AFTER I GRABBED THAT LIGHT MY LIFE HAS CHANGED, BUT FOR THE BETTER. COME WITH ME FOR THE TRIP!